2011年12月21日 星期三

Term Break started!


Well,that is something wrong with my language bar and i forced to type in English...
Haiya,as long as you understand my English and please do not misunderstand anything due to my poor English...


It is so nice to have holidays!
Finished busy with my common test and house moving thingy...
Feel relieved...
Thank God for looking over me during that super duper stress week...
The side effect of being stressed is BLUR...
I do not know why suddenly i can be so blur until i forgot my hard disk is with me...
And i told my friend that i left it in Singapore...
Overused my brain already huh...
And i also eat a lot during the first few days when i was in Kluang...
Lok Lok, Curry mee and of course potato chips!
I bought 3 packets of potato chips yesterday...
And now only left one lying on my dining table...
Started to feel so guilty as my figure is going to expand horizontally...
And also bad diet leads to bad health...
Having a bad digestion system and yet i ate so much to burden them...
Hope i can control a bit...
For health and figure sake...


I went to do something to my hair...
Maybe just started a few days so i hate it so much...
Erm...
With no much hair and the problematic fringe i have...
My hair is very nipis now...
Hope my hair will grow faster and longer...
The nipis hair i have make my face looked bigger...
Haiz...


Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 with my 2 girl-friends...
Actually i never watch this series of movie before...
But not so lost when i watch this movie la...
But after we finished watching the movie,i realized that there are all parents brought their kids to watch this movie...
Haha...
We are over- aged people who still watching this kiddy movie...
Anyway i think the movie is nice la...
Educational and humorous,reminds me of my childhood days...
Sometimes i think that it is not the point of watching what kind of movie but the people who watch the movie with you...
Some people can make the movie nice with their existence during the showing of the movie...
But i am that kind of quite calm person and control my laughters and shouting when i watch movie...
So i still glad that someone willing to watch movie with me...haha...


After that we went to sing k...
Few months i do not sing k already...
Miss the moments of singing the extremely high pitch...
Not necessary to sing well but to sing for fun...
Songs of the day: Jian Ao from Lee Jia Wei...
Joey and i shouted and shouted...
Haha...
Of course cannot reach the high pitch la...
But very fun la...XP


I love to spend time with my friends...
My holidays used to be staying at home and have a drama marathon...
But now holidays can be the only chance for us to meet up with friends,yum cha and gossiping non-stop...
Love girls talks...
Love to sing k with you girls...
Love to spend my time with you...


My break is just started...
But next week i will be having a camp and go to someplace that i once went...
Looking forward for my term break!

2011年12月4日 星期日

甜食...


很爱吃甜食...
因为它们美丽的外表和美味的味道让我觉得很幸福...


雨下了好几天...
今天也是...
可是还是买了一块街边阿姨卖的巧克力雪糕夹心饼干...
也不管因为扁条腺发炎引发的咳嗽...
天气很冷...
嘴里的雪糕也很冷...
心...
也是...
离上次如此的心情不过是一个多月前的事...
同一个人...
同一种情绪...
所以绝望了...
沉默不代表我没有情绪...
只是一种绝望到不想再去挣扎的感受...


我讨厌长大之后的世界...
因为人会变得越来越复杂...
单纯的心态会被扭曲...
不喜欢做的事总是被逼要去做...
人不能让每个人都欢喜...
有时只有牺牲这个,放弃那个...


我向往简单的生活...
我向往单纯的人际关系...
我讨厌扭曲的人格...
我讨厌幼稚的反应...
这些是成年礼前要面对的吗?
我不会...
我宁愿不要成年...
我说过...
生日越过越沉重...
我宁愿不要过生日...


怒吼
她在心里哭泣
黑暗吞噬着她的羽翼
插翅难飞
跌入深渊
“乓!”
停止

2011年12月1日 星期四

Friend...


“朋友是神赐给我们的天使...
在我们身边扶持我们,帮助我们,聆听我们...
一个真正的朋友不管风雨还是喜乐总是会站在你的身边陪着你...
爱着你就算你不爱你自己...”


我一直都觉得每个人都需要朋友...
Who can live without friends?
一个人的世界很孤单...
一个人的世界很无助...
就是因为有朋友所以我们才可以走到现在吧?
朋友是一群支持着你的人...
朋友是一群在你难过的时候聆听你的人...
朋友是一群陪伴着你疯疯癫癫的人...
朋友是一群你可以以真实的自己去面对的人...
朋友是一群可以陪你哭陪你笑的人...
朋友是一群在你困难的时候给你帮助的人...


对我来说...
朋友不用多,只要够用就好...
或许是因为这样所以我的生活圈子总是围绕在那几个人身上吧?
我喜欢那种不用说出口的默契...
我珍惜那需要时间来经营的关系...
我害怕孤单...
但我要自己懂事地去学会一个人的生活...


一直反省自己...
是否也有给予身边的朋友我的关心?
是啦...
我不否认自己总是不主动发信息,在Facebook留言...
但我愿意在你们需要帮助的时候伸出手...
我很难把关心的话说出口...
但我尝试着用行为表达一切...


我谢谢每一个出现在我生命中的朋友...
也对不起我对你们造成的每一个伤害...
虽然这样的话很不好听...
但是我就是固执得可怕...
我就是有自己的坚持...
所以无形中伤害到了你们...
对不起...


我感谢主赐给我朋友陪伴我...
我感谢主赐给我朋友支持我...
我感谢主让我从他们的身上看见自己的不足...
我感谢主赐给我一群很贴心很sweet的弟兄姐妹...
虽然关心不多...
但是每一次的关心与问候对我来说都是很窝心的...
谢谢你们...
我爱我的朋友...
也谢谢你们一路的陪伴与支持...
有生之年可以遇见你们,真好...n.n